Yeah it been ahwhile since i've updated again...man i feel so emo right now man,it the i care for ppl kind eh...i've been thinking what what if i didnt wake up 2morow?..what if the ones i loved and cared for didnt wake up?...would life be the same?...how would they remember me?....that sort of qns....yeah well you can kinda dah say i've really got noting else to think about right now but yeah im trying to look at the bigger picture of life...some ppl might say im weak and sentimental but i dont really care really...its nvr really about me caring about what other ppl think, its really all about you,and looking back at how im leading my life right now im not really too happy about it...i always have this certain feeling of always wanting more in my life like but i got to be abit careful with what i wish ofr cuz it might just come through...yeah welll maybe im just taking life for granted or its just that im just too damn lazy...hahahaha....maybe abit of bothand i know what asmah would say that im just too lazy right?(Dont lie, i know you too well already =D)...hahahahaha...yeah well, all i can say is that im content with what i got, parents who care for me,a roof over my head,clothes on my back ,food on my table and most importantly a girl who really care and love me... =D