There was blood drive donated 2day and i went for it and its nice to doing it again eh knowing that im helping someone out there how really need my blood...oh yeah and i finally found out what my blood type is, its B+...yup, sch been ok ah ,got a test 2morow and i've not started studying yet, man im so dead...wah only got 3 more weeks to sch left and during the holidays i bet im going to be very busy with band and stuff...yeah planning to get a job also...
Anyway found out last night that my grandmother how now in malaysia yesterday had stroke and im really worry about her eh...its bad enough shes just got stroke and she still over there makes me even scare...i've nvr seen someone close to me die before and i really hope this will still stay cuz i dont really want to loss her...she took care of me as long as i can remember and i feel very attach to her...and i am who i am right now cuz of her and my mother, she has taught me so many things on how to be a good person, son, brother and muslim...without her in my life i just dont know what to do,and im really scare of it that until every night that i sleep over her place i would wake up around 3am+ just to see if she was still breathing and then can i sleep ...and if i could give her my life so that she could life on i would have done so in a heart beat...and i dont wanna her to go just yet i want to show her i can be who the person she taught me to be...so i hope to all the people who read this pls sent a silent prayer just as im doing now to her in hope that she lives a long life and she recovers from her stroke...thanks as it really means alot to me....