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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Hey 2day started out fine...went 2 my mum's preschool 2 day 2 see the kids(damn they were all so cute)...hahaha...then by 8.50 went of 2 work which was about a 5 mins walk...came there the whole gang was there(mike wasn't there yet)...so all of us had 2 wait outside...then started work where i started felling a bit down and piss...hear neeraj saying that i was a typical taurus, which are always the calmest but when angered keep away)...or something like that...well i got to say i do agree with that cuz i dont get angry often but when i do, stay away...hahaha...then got a reply from her(thank god)...then i became so relaxs...hahaha...then finsh work early at 12 but some of the guys(including me) had to come back 2 finish off and by 2.15 we were done... then had 2 go sony ericsson with neeraj cuz 1 of my keypad bulb blew and damn ah waste my time only go cuz if i sent it 4 repair all my phone memory would be gone...damn ah so i just said i come back another day ah...it was still early so we just walk around...went 2 gramaphone(or something) listen 2 cds...listen 2 jamie cullums,bubble and damn i love their jazz music...then saw FallOutBoy's cd, listen 2 them 4 awhile and damn their nice(i got to get their album)...listen 2 "Sugar We're going down swing"(our song) nice ah alot of memories...after that countiued walking around and by 7.15 i was home....hmm 2morow i got to work and it be only me, jay and mike at joo seng(die!)...hahaha...

Its funny if you think about it on how i first came to know her...and of all places 2 get her no., the mosque...hahahah...i got her no. from a friend of mine...ok at that time i was really feeling low cuz i was still feeling the effects of a breakup( damn and it was like 2 months already)...so i told myself that i got 2 get a new girl 2 help me forget about nad and as i was sitting beside the window i just ask safiq if he could give me a girl's no.(and damn he has alot!)...so he give me this girl's no.(and thank god he did)...her name was Aqidah(a nice name! really)at first i was afraid 2 msg her cuz that was my first time i was msging a total stranger 2 see if i can be friends with her....hahaha...so i did sent her my first msg 2 her and i had 2 wait about 2hrs before she reply...she asked me where i got her no. in a nice way(she's very nice ah) and since safiq didnt want her 2 know he was giving her no. 2 strangers i cook up a story that was quite stupid ah....i told her i was using my friend's phone but my sim card and her no. was in the phone and the phone was found by my friend(stupid right?!)...i still fell bad about lying 2 her thou...so after a few smses about how igot her no. i want 2 ask about her but sadly at that time she didnt reply me 4 the whole week!...hahahaha...turns out she was asking around if they knew a guy name khairul from Bedok North...and suprise2 my old pri sch friend was her malay classmates( thank god again) so with him convincing her i was a decent guy even thou i did the sms thing we started2 sms each other...when safiq gave me her no. he only said hte only time he saw her outside sch,she was wearing beach clothes...so in my mind i already had a picture of her being tanned,slight dark,short with a pony tail...but i was dead wrong, turns out she was fair,had short hair and she was taller then i expected...hahaha...but the most surprising thing was that she like me, was in the band...and she like me had the same rank, Q.M....hahahah...nice huh?....and the rest as they say was history...like the time she, nurul and kirin(my old friend) came 2 my house during hari raya and more recently during the band concert on the 14 of march...in short im very grateful 2 have know and met a girl like her cuz if any of the above have change( like if kirin want in her class) things would have been very different i guess...i wouldn't have found someone who is very forgiving and kind...and she gots the looks 2 match her great personality and was the one who the night before each o'levels paper would wish me luck and says she right there with me during the paper...and someone who i really care much about...so ya there you have it, thats all i have 2 say...got to go and
cya....

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Hey...its been 3 days since i blog!...hahaha...been buzy ah...hahaha...started working yesterday with times, ah its nice 2 have the feeling you got something 2 do later after you wake up...i got 2 admit that since i didnt have any work, i've been waking up late in the afternoon,wasting time watching tv and just wasting my time 2 be exact...hey but i didnt just slack all the way ok...hahaha...there were times where i had 2 go i grandmum house 2 take care of her(damn i love her!) and i have been helping my mum at her work place(she teachs at preschool) and i just stand around helping out(ok most of the time i'm playing with the kids)...hahaha...but hey most of them there are gurga kids and damn are they rough...hahaha...at work i've been made 2nd in command(not bad ah) wiht Jay....hahaha...thats just cuz i've worked there before...but its great lah cuz most of them there are my school friends!...hahaha...there's fauzi,hannan dorb,azhar,fairuz,rozaidi,ihsan,izzat & suprise wanye ho!...hahaha...and even thou we be laughing all the way,we'll be doing our job(and damn we finish about 10 pelets ah)...hahaha...the only bad news i had was that by thursday we'll be doing our job at the expo site...thats bad cuz of 2 things...1:the food there are bloody ex man(and damn including the travling expenses i dont think the pays worth it)...2:i like it better and joo seng cuz my mum's work's in that area so i could always pop by 2 see her and becuz it be far away from Bartley sec(damn!)...hahaha...but its ok lah i guess cuz according 2 a msg i got from her ''time en distance are unimportant btwn friends.when a friend is in ur heart, dey remain there 4eva.i may be busy,bt i assure u,ure remembed!''...hahaha...nice huh...oride so thats all ah...sorry i sound so bored, i just dont know what 2 write...
so cya...

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Friday, March 24, 2006

Hey again 2day nothing much happen...maybe cuz i woke up 2.30 pm...hahahahaha....starting work with times again, the warehouse sale again....start next week mon and this time i,ll start at the warehouse ah...but if i could i would like 2 ask 4 pansing...one the pay is $50 per day, two the working hrs is shorter than the warehouse and three the food there is better...hahaaha...ah but begger cant be choosy i guess..been looking at the pics in my phone, at the viva la 2 ,to be exact...and i kanda felt happy and sad ...cuz 4 one thing 4 both viva la nights, i would feel as if im the happiest guy on earth...hahaha...4 the first,that was the night my 3yrs of singlehood came 2 a end...hahaha...i still remember that night as if it happen yesterday...i was so high as i felt the concert was a success and i just took pic with nadhira, and i felt that nothing can go wrong...hahaha....so it was while packing up i decide 2 ask nad the qn, and as i was repeating the qn over2 again in my mind and was looking down so that they wont see an idiot mumbeling 2 himself while folding the stand and what luck i found a plastic blue rose on the floor...hahaha...sorry nad desperate times...so i got on the bus and damn nad was just a seat in front of me in the other row....that was great 4 me cuz i dont have 2 travel far and maybe forget my line...hahaha...so i put on my band top on look in the window 2 see my reflection, brush the rose a bit, took a deep breath( a very deep one in fact),then off i went...after watching 2 many tv show i often thought in this situation and this kanda qn, the guy has to kneel...and since this was my first time and me being the bloke i am, i decide 2 kneel...so i went 2 her and she seating there alone(and damn did she look pretty) and there were horn instrument on the floor, so i had to push them away 2 make space...then i kneel down in front of her looking with no pressure (ya right, i had half of the band there looking at me including my bro!)...then with all the voice i can muster i pop the qn...and she said yes!...i couldn't believe my ears cuz i nvr dream she said yes...hahahaha...i got my self up now smiling from ear 2 ear and ask if i could seat next 2 her...and throughout the bus ride it felt like a dream...really it did...but sadly the relationship was such a dream...i still blame myself 4 the break up...but what can i do now...it now over.....then viva la 2!...aqidah came!...hahaha...at first i didnt knew she came...i only thought only kirin came( hes my old friend and her schmate)...kirin call me like 6 times during the concert and only after the concert i could go and seem him...so i was on my way to find that guy and as i was coming down the stairs i saw his and suprise2 leaning on the railing was aqidah and her friends...to tell you the truth my heartrate became 10x fasterand i could have fainted there and then( im kidding ah,come on ah im tough)....hahaha...so i talk to them 4 awhile and the thought came in 2 my mind, damn i dont have a cam...so i ask them 2 wait and trying 2 look as cool as i can, i walk my way up the stairs and once im out of their sights, i ran...hahaha...went 2 the back look 4 Yong Lin 2 lend his cam and thank god i found him quickly....took the cam and ran back stoping at the top of the stairs took deep breath so i would breath normally then walk down....hahahaha...then took pics altogether ah at first, then we took 2gether and i got the pic in my phone =)...by the time i went back stage,my section had already left 2 the ground floor...so i went there and qid was there 2...hahaha...i dont know why but i told asmah aqidah was there and she grab my sleve 2 take pic with qid again using asmah's cam....hahahaha...and boy was i happy on the bus...hahahah...yeah thats what pracitely what happen during both nights

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Hey...nothing much happen 2day so i spent most of my time thinking(ok2 most of it,i was lying on my bed and i fell asleep)...but nevertheless i was still thinking...hahaha...i was thinking about my class 4a and damn do i really miss spending time with them...every single one of them are great to be with...so im now gona talk about them 1 by 1 and i be doing it according 2 register no. so it easier 4 you guys 2 find ur name...hahaha...

No1.Dian: hey my best female friend in class,thanks 4 helping me in the class commitee,she's some1 who can be counted on and thanks 4 listening 2 me during the time we were at the coffee shop(remember)...hahaha...a really great friend 2 have,truely...No2.Qian Li: a member of the commitee 2 agian thanks...she a bubbly girl who damn loves 2 sing and she gd but it was also thanks 2 her i had 2 change my place a sit with Louisa...hahaha...No3.Louisa: my partner 4 most of the yr, i respect you 4 ur determination 2 success like the time you n me made a pack 2 challange each other in science...and i do pity you cuz ur always target of jokes but ur very confident and i admire you 4 that...No4.Mariah:hahaha a short girl who SOMETIMES is cute(i cant believe i said that)...hahaha..another ambitious girl who is very gd in english,a rightous person who is willing 2 lend a hand(if you dont tease her first) and damn she's feisty...hahaha...No5.Nadiah:a quite and shy girl who i dont know so well,sorry but she ok...No6.Namira:can be annoying but she has her positive points like confidented n not afriad 2 try something new...No7.Fashilah:my classmate since sec 1,she's a nice girl and likes 2 look on the positive side of things like even though she sick,she still living her live fully and i admire her 4 that...No8.Nuraini: 4 the begining of e yr i had 2 sit with her n know what the first thing she did? took my handbk and wrote her birthday in it 2 remind me 2 get her a present...hahaha...a gd person ah...No9.Li Xin: like her best friend Qian Li, she also like 2 sing and shes also gd...No10.Asmah:what can i say about her, my classmate for 4yrs and my section member...she very hard working ,creative and caring(my section would agree on that, and naggy 2)...hahaha...2 tell u the truth i look up 2 her and she puzzle me cuz i wonder why she likes 2 smear oreo on her teeth?...No11.Nadhira hahaha...ah my ex and the vice chairman,she can be quite and shy but she can be noisy 2...hahaha...she's not like any girl why i cant explain but she's special...ya n she has a cute laughter...hahaha...No12.Iza:a very rightous person who would try to shut the class up (which was part of my job but hey im a busy chairman)...hahaha...No13.Sakina: i got 2 say she cute and she is very fun 2 hang around with and she also someone u can count on and is trustworthy...No14.Amir: hes a funny guy who is damn pervetic...hahaha...No15.Amos: another funny guy who damn craps alots...he a great friend who is always ready 2 stand up 4 you...No16.Wei Jing: another crapper but also like Amos he is a great friend it just that hes sometimes lame...hahaha...No17.Ariff: mr funny who always comes up with witty but some time crappy games...No18.Jason: i can say much about him just that hes ok...haha..No19.Gou Bin: the tallest guy in class...i got 2 say this guy has a big heart his damn a gd friend 2...and thanks 4 the times we share when we were house capt,dependble guy...No20.Zhong Yi: the most missundrestood guy in class but hes 1 hell of a computer wizz...No21.Ivan: cool guy whos damn gd at basketball...No22.Kadri(me)i skip here...you guys know how i am...hahahah...No 23.Lee Wei:someone who is very robust in his work...No24.Fairuz:a guy who always trying 2 play it cool but in side hes a sensitive guy who is very deep...No25.Basheer: a rebel who if you get on his gd side you know that he's gd,kind and not 2 mention funny...and loves his dikir barat...No26.Adlah:another cool guy how is very independent...No27.Fauzi: he's funny, he can sing well and damn can he dance...hahaha...No28.Ihsan: a consevertive guy who likes 2 keep a low profile...No29.Rozaidi:a great friend and is 1 hell of a guy...fun 2 hang around with...No30.Luqman: ah my longest friend who i knew since pri sch...damn smart,competitive and he is no pushover...No31.Zhe Hao: funny guy who is a didecated member of the BB...No32.Zhi Fong: a avid man utd fan and his drawing a damn great...a great guy...No33.Gary: my best budd in sec 3...we were partners and damn did we both had alot of fun crapping about stuff and beating each other(and we even got caught once)...hahaha...No34.Wei Kai:the hairy guy as he been call in class...a naive friend but he means well...

Well that the whole class and if your tired after reading it try writing it ah...hahaha...anyway 2 all my 4A classmates, i wish you all the best 4 ur future and thanks 4 all the wondeful time we had 2gether,i hope 2 see you in the future guys...
oride i got to go...
so cya....

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Man what a waste of time 2day...went 2 the clinic 4 x-ray but they say can not cuz got 2 many ppl....well its my fault 2 ah cuz i came at 3+...hahaha...but it all want a waste cuz surprise2, who was at the counter?...aiysah and damn was it gd to see her...hahaha...so i guess it must have been a blessing i disguise...hahaha...so went home and as i was lying on my bed,i was thinking about my time in sch, in class....hahaha...those days are now over and so closes a chapter in my life...hahaha...i'll nvr forget the time i had there like when i had 2 sing during a camp in sec2 in front of the whole camp...hahaha...mad damn was i bloody nervous...hahaha...i had 2 sing "that thing you do" and before that i said i would only do it if elfie, fairuz and kok choung would go up as well...fairuz and kc were suppose 2 start the drum beat of the song by banging on the tables...and man all they made was noise and i became 10x nervous...i swear my knees were shacking really badly and i nearly pass out...hahaha...luckly i didnt...so i took a deep breath, focus and started singing...even thou i started, i was still shakeing...and the fuuny part was all the while elfie was standing beside me and i did rember he was there...cuz it was suppose 2 be a duet thing...so all the while he was just dancing which i soon learn was alot like mr beans dance...hahahah...fie if your reading this im still sorry man...hahaha...that was just one of the interesting thing that happen...and believe me alot of interesting happen...hahaha...so anyway got to go...and to elfie who have been like a brother 2 me, thanks man 4 being there 4 me and 4 all the fun time we had 2gether...gd luck at ur jc dude and may we be friends forever...=)

and to that someone, im just glad i can make you happy....

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Hey...2day went out 4 the medical check up at bodok with hamsin and nirzuan...damn boring ah,had to wait long before it was my turn....and by the time I was done,I had no time to do the x-ray cuz it was 2 late...so we made our way 2 mac but before that hamsin and wan had a encounter 2 guys who in hamsin's words "tengok seductively" and whisle at them...hahaha...so they were like looking around 4 them and damn dont you believe it we saw they and we all apa lagi cabut ah...hahaha...and damn while eating hamsin like look2 and damn was it funny...hahaha...then we went and play pool with hamima and i lost to her...hahaha...the light was 2 bright ah...hahaha...then went home ah...2morow got 2 go bedok again and maybe play pool again...hahaha...i got 2 say im hook 2 it...hahaha...anyway got go...
cya!.....

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Monday, March 20, 2006

hey....damn i should have done this a long time ago.....hahaha....well 4 2day nothing happen much, just the same old thing...guess im just starting 2 miss the band...its hard 2 believe that 4 yrs has just gone so fast by, i still remember the time when i first came in to band...hahah..me stary eyed looking at those wounderful display and being so amazed at the different instuments i have never seen before in my life...hahaha...back 2 the present, as a matter of fact, i spent most of my secondary sch live in band..with the ever noisey band members from the hadrworking clarinet section 2 the ever slacking percussion section...hahaha...those special memories will alway be in my heart....anyway got to go so see ya latter...

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