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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hey guys!...seriously i got no idea what im going to blog but im just gonna go with the flow...so yeah from the last time i updated till now nothing much has happen lah except for band camp and the fasting period...this years fasting period has not been the same feeling for me,maybe cuz i've been very busy with sip in sch and stuff and i've havent really got into the period but yeah its kinda too late for that...yeah so maybe thats why i wont miss it whens its over, im suppose too cuz fasting i think its a good thing eh as its kinda like sch where you have to stay patient over all your temptation and anger...in a ways its like meditation but you go throught life at the same time...yeah but oh well...on a brighter note i've just bought my baju raya already and im proud to say its purplish maroon...hahaha...first time im wearing a colour that is not a solid colour hahaha...so yeah, oh and TP band is having a performances at Istana but the damn stupid thing is that its on the first day of raya?!?!...damn right, would be kinda cool to join them but what luck...this raya im trying hard to initiate all my friends for raya outing from primary sch,secondary and poly level...the only one i need to work on is the secondary sch one,i know i was the class chairman but my duty was to delegate and over see the thing so thats what im doing ah...hahahaha...yeah so i guess thats all for 2day lah cuz i got a band meeting later and im seriously not looking foward to it but yeah...so see ya.

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

Hey guys again its been quite awhile since i last updated but what can i say bad habits are hard to die...hahahaha...yeah but i was kinda put off the mood to blog ah cuz the past few weeks hasnt been very good to me...yeah it was really like one event after another and after fridays events at band its just making it worst...yeah and i've been kinda doing some soulsearching this past few days and i realised that throught out my whole life i've havent done anything to be really proud of...yeah and i think i've been living my life wrongly cuz after my secondary sch day i've always live each day as if its my last...leading a carefree life and not really thinking of 2morow...yeah so i guess thats where i went wrong ah not really thinking about the future and not having any dreams of goals in life was like walking aimslessly...damn ah really sian thinking of it ah...but i guess i know what i got to do now lah...cuz when i listen to myself reasoning it out it sounds like excuess...yeah so i've decided to have dreams cuz its kinda like goals and im going to embraces and work hard for my dreams...hahahaha...im kinda paiseh about my dreams but i'll just say it any way ah...my dreams is to BECOME A HERO!!!...hahahaha...that kinda explaines why i wanted to become a policeman when i was a kid...hahahha...yeah so thats it for 2days post...so take care ppl and see ya!

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

Hey guys!...nothing much to blog about this time but all i got to say is that this past week i found an old friend who i thought i lost,anyway its good to still be in contact with her and that person is jannah my godsister...hahahaha...yeah i dont have any older sibling so its kinda nice to have somebody who will be like your older sibling and dot over you...throughout the course of my life i've always played the part of an older brother,alway looking out for my close friends,families and esp my section member and though i dont usually get treated the same way, i still do it cuz at the end of the day i wanna be sure that i've did all i can for them and had always had their best interest in mind. In a way its kinda like parenting and i guess maybe thats why i understand and respect my parents more. yeah so before i start uttering loads of crap im ending it off here. so take care ppl and see ya!

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
erm there are loads of places that i wanna go but that is if i have my love ones going along but if not staying here with them is better than any place in the world.

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
erm not so sure really but if i have to pick one it would be playing soccer.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
erm abit of yes but i got to go with no.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
solskjear's man utd jersey

5. Things you can't live without:
erm cant really think of any right now....

6. What are you afraid to lose?
my family esp my grandmother and my mother

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
erm loads of stuff but most of it would go into making the world a better place.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
erm to tell you the truth,its to travel the world

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
caring,sweet and kind

10. What makes me happy?
seeing the smiles of the faces of the ppl i care about, oh and man utd kicking chealsea butt!...hahahaha

11. What type of person do you hate most?
erm though qns but i guess i dont hate cuz ppl deserve second chances and ppl who dont are just ppl i dont like...hahahaha

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
erm none i guess,as i've learn that great powers come great responsibilities and i dont think i can handle that, but if i had supermans power wolud be cool.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
none cuz nothing last forever.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my grandmother and my mother

15. If you have a girlfriend, would you die for her?
yup

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
my grandmother

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
erm i would guess a laptop?

18. Whom are you close to?
afew ppl, they should know themself ah

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
yeah i guess

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
erm tons of things but looking back i guess my life is just fine the wat it is.
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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Hey guys...2day i just went for the NBC workshop with a Japanese band and damn were they good man. Learn new things that i could add to my warm up and hopefully improve my playing. Yeah and while listening to them play i just cant help to wonder why wasn't i born in japan and be able to do the things they do. But what i got to see was only the surface and i know it took loads and loads of effort ofr them to get to the standard that they are now but i guess i would like to challenge myself...yeah but i guess i just got to be happy with what i got and where i was born...oh and it also kinda gave me this feeling of still wanting to play in a band even after poly but im not sure if outside band would accept me cuz to tell you the truth im just an average player. yeah its kinda sad, i know and i sometimes feel that i dont even deserve to the section leader cuz there are better player then me in TP.

Yeah im just being kinda of emo now,i dont know maybe it cuz i had a very emotional past few weeks...yeah i guess it must be it. So yeah i guess that it for me man so see ya!

ps:For my biodiesel project we started to move into a lager scale and i hope its going to be a success.

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Hey guys!...cool new skin right? yeah i know i picked it mself...think it was time i change back my blog to red...hahahaha...yeah so i went to Hui Zhen's blog(thank god i dont have to pronounce it cuz i know im going to say it wrongly) and i found the thing below. Yup and me being the curious fellow decide to try it out and the result is below. So read it guys and see if you agree with, oh and remember to tag ok?...For me personally i agree with the whole thing but that is just me...hahahaha...yeah so that all for 2day.

Ps. I know its been very hard on you but believe me its been very hard on me 2 but i just got to do this. So stay strong ok? and im sure in the future everything will be fine and im sorry =(.

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What KhairulAnwar Kadri Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

oh my god when was the last time i posted!!!!!! man!!!!...no wonder asmah calls me kental!!!...but shes more kental eh( im just stating the truth asmah)...hahahaha....yeah so its 3 30am in the morning man and i really got no idea why the hack am i doing this at this time but...hahahaha...yeah so anyway just thought i just drop by and blog some crap or something. Yeah so anyway if i you havent heard it TP band got gold and won the division!!!!...cool right?!?!...hahahaha...but to tell you the truth i guess we were abit lucky on getting it but no one can dare say we didnt put in an effort esp the trumpets who for for 3 weeks had band for 4day a week. Who sacrificed so much time and effort, right guys? and sri even missed all her favourite shows for 3 weeks!!!! MAN im really shocked! (Im so dead by friday =x ) ...so yeah congrets to everyone in TP band and a big special one to the trumpet section you guys really made me proud.

So guys remember after this TP band has gotten REPUTATION already so we still have to put in effort ok? ps. im planning to have sectional every tues and thur what would my section all think???hahahaha...just kidding.

yeah so that i guess thats it ah,oh i still got to play the solo again on sat but with a section like them behind me, makes me feel i got the support of the whole world. yup dont need to be so emo on this post ah, maybe someother time.

oh and ps: HZ can you pls stop posting GAY pics of me!?!?!?...i got a reputation too you know.
take care guys and see ya on firday!

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Man this week been a boring/bad week for me...first of all somebody stole my bike,damn that person for taking it,man now i cant cycle to bedok reservoir to go jogging,didnt got the chances to do it ah but i wanted too...and now i cant...but whats worst is that i LOST MY EAR PIECE!!!!!...double damn man and now when i got anywhere i cant listen to my music...i would buy another one but one sony ericsson ear piece cost about $40 man...and i dont have that kind of money right now...but on the ok side of life i registered for the times job again and will be working for the times expo AGAIN. i guess this would be my 9th expo but i cant complain cuz at least i got a job...and once i get my pay im going to buy myself a PSP!!!!...finally....hahahaha...yeah oh and i know that in my recent post i dont talk about Aqidah alot and theres a reason for that...its not that im taking her for granted its just that the kind of feeling that i get with her is something that words just cant describe...and anyway im a gentleman,i dont kiss and tell...hahahaha...oh and before i go my 1 year with her is just a few days time and i really cant wait....so till then see ya!!!!!

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